I’m about to get too sad & whiny for twitter so here I am, tumblr. Life has been so weird after summer ended. I feel that I’m getting shat on for something I’ve done since I believe in karma. But what is it? Because lots of things are going pretty poopily.
And the only thing that has kept me sane is now slipping through my fingers because I have been unhappy. Maybe things have to get as bad as they can before I can get better.
“Get scared. It will do you good. Smoke a bit, stare blankly at some ceilings, beat your head against some walls, refuse to see some people, paint and write. Get scared some more. Allow your little mind to do nothing but function. Stay inside, go out - I don’t care what you’ll do; but stay scared as hell. You will never be able to experience everything. So, please, do poetical justice to your soul and simply experience yourself.”—Albert Camus, Notebooks 1951-1959 (via larmoyante)
“I was settled into nothingness; a kind of non-being, and I accepted it. It didn’t make for an interesting person. I didn’t want to be interesting, it was too hard. What I really wanted was only a soft, hazy space to live in, and to be left alone.”—Women - Charles Bukowski (via henrycharlesbukowski)